Some people are very secretive and personal with their feelings. I, on the other hand, make it very clear how I feel about almost everything. While this can be somewhat abrasive at times, it's also very useful, and helpful. When people expect you to guess what they mean by something, or they want you to fill in the blank it just makes things more complicated. Like when you call someone and they're doing something, and instead of saying, hey I'm doing something right now, but I'll call you later, or I can't do anything right now, they just sit in silence, and expect you to guess what they're thinking, its just akward. Or when you know someone isn't telling you something. Like when someone is crying and you ask them what's wrong and they say, nothing I'm fine. what??? okay first off if you're crying there must be a reason, and second if you don't feel like talking about it, don't do it in public, go into the bathroom or something. This may sound harsh, but if you're not going to let me help you, I don't want to sit and watch you cry and feel helpless.
Anyways. Once again it was a laughter filled day in phsychology. That class is just so fun, not because we do tons of fun stuff in there, but just because Hannah and I make it fun. Things really are what you make them to be. Even if you're in a crappy sittuation you can make the best of it. I've found you can make almost anything fun with the right people around and a good attitude.
Hmm well apparently Mt. St Helens is arrupting right as I write this blog, it must be a sign. But what does it mean?
So in photography today, I tired to print one of my pictures, and boy was that not working at all. I wasted like 4 test strips before I decided to just wait for a better roll of film. Most of these pictures were just too dark, and then the one that wasn't I tried to make a test strip for it, and it just didn't work at all. I'm a little dissapointed because I think some of the pictures would have been good, but at the same time it's okay, because I know this next roll of film will be really good as well. Then after I gave up on making pictures I went into the student counsil room where we got onto the subject of astrology signs. Elyse has a whole book on it, and she's going to bring it in next time, so that shoudl be very intersting, I love that kind of stuff. I'm a virgo if you didn't know, and at first I didn't really like my sign, I was like, "awww man, I wish I was something cooler like a fish." But I have learned to love my sign, and it really is the only sign I could be. It matches me so perfectly. I also like it because it just seems like a feminin sign. The virgin, I know it also means to be pure and such, but still, even the sign is that of a young girl, what could be more feminin?
Speaking of astrology signs, I was thinking about stars today. So you know how we live light years and lights years away from stars, and what ever we're seeing has happened like thousands and millions of years ago. well then I was thinking, how do they know what the life cycle of a star is like? Because no one person has lived long enough to see the life cycle of a star, and for that matter, mankind has not even been around to see the life cycle of one. So how do we know this is what happens? At some point it's all speculation. But if we could some how find a way to tavel to a star in like say a day, then through the course of the day, as we got closer and closer it would almost be like time would speed up. Because the closer we got to the star the newer the light we would be seeing, until we finally reach the star and we see what's happening right then, right there. Hmm, stars and space are interesting, but I have no desire to look at them up close, I think they are much prettier from far away. They look like little perfect diamonds in the sky, but then close up, they look completely differnt. It's like they say in such great heights by the postal service: "everything looks perfect from far away."
