Thursday, December 09, 2004

Signs that I'm complaining way too much

Earlier this evening I was going to write a post complaining about my health teacher Mr. Springer, and about one of the teachers at my dance studio. I accidentally hit something that started my computer over right in the middle of the post, and gave up. Now that its later, I'm too tired to write it out, so I guess that's a good thing. I doubt it was coincidence that things happened this way though, I looked back, and my last 3 posts have been complaints, I'm pretty sure it was a sign from god, telling me to stop complaining or don't say anything at all. So I'll do him one better, I'll say something positive. Winter break is 8 days away, Winter formal is one, and last I heard Timberline had 48 inches of snow. All three of those things are wonderful news. They all make me very happy.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Sometimes I feel like all I do is be angry

ahh, more venting! Well the winter formal is 2 days away, and today miss Monnier went ape shit on us. And then most of our class deserted while we were having a meeting with her. Most of them to go be useless human beings. I'm so sick and tired of that kind of crap. There are 2 days, and a ton of stuff to do, and yet, people still sit around and watch other people work saying they have nothing to do. I hope the people who don't help fail. I'm so sick and tired of them doing nothing, and not even pretending to work, most of the time they just disappear. Why do they even bother to come to class? They're such worthless people, it pisses me off to no end.
but on a lighter note, my room has finally been put back together, and I put up the lights I bought, and it looks so cool! I'm so excited to have people over. I think I want to get one of the big rugs from urban outfitters, and then it'll be complete, for now.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

This is ridiculous

I'm so pissed off right now. People are just saying they don't' want to go to winter formal because they don't' have dates, and that's retarded. It's not like everyone has a date, so that's not a good excuse to not go. On top of that I know that some of the people who have decided that they aren't going like to dance. Its ridiculous and crappy, and lame. You have four winter formal in your whole high school career, seriously what's the worst that could happen? hmmm lets think, well you might actually have a good time, and dance a little, if nothing else you'll just be able to spend time with your friends. What are you going to be doing instead? Stay home and wallow in your misery, wishing you were out with you friends. Or sulking hoping that everyone is feeling sorry for you? Because they won't be, they'll be out having a good time, you'll be missing out.

Monday, December 06, 2004

What has society done to us?

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother to try, it seems as though any nice gesture performed by anyone is fueled by ulterior motives. There are exceptions of course, but not many. Most people are just out for themselves, and trying to get ahead. People make me angry. They are manipulative, and hurtful, and fake, and use you when ever convenient. If someone just actually cared for a change, just one little person, the world would be a better place. But people aren't like that, they're hateful, and spiteful, and bad. I think society has taught us that money is everything, and to sell you're soul if necessary. Morals are nothing, and trust means nothing. Why do People have to be like that?

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Love

What do you think is the driving force of the human race? I think what really drives people is love. love is what inspires people to write songs, drive that extra 20 miles, rehearse it one more time, stay awake that extra hour, protest, fight, sign, dance, smile, cry, put that extra effort in, work a little over time, dress up, pray, believe. Its odd love can't be seen, or heard, there's no one part of your body that feels it, and no way to prove that it exists. Yet it does. It's as real as you and I, and it is as necessary as breathing. Everyone wants and needs to be loved, or they die. What is the point of living if there is no love in your life? You're life would be bleak and empty.