Saturday, October 02, 2004

What more do you want from me?

Emotions are such weird things. They can make you feel so good, but at the same time so bad. Why is it that we have emotions? How did god think of something so brilliant and at the same time so hard to deal with. Emotions, life would be so much easier without them, but at the same time, what would be the point of living if you couldn't feel anything? There would be no point to life. You would never feel sad or bad, but at the same time you would never feel happy, or good. There would be no reason to laugh, or learn, or work, or play. Your only driving power would be survival. If we did not have emotions we would be no more than fish, just swimming around in our surroundings, never enjoying anything, or being able to appreciate anything.... Just living.

Parents, can't live with them, can't live without them

So this morning, out of no where, my mom says, I want you to start paying for all your extracurricular stuff ( movies, concerts, eating out with friends, ect.) Well that's fine, but the only income I have is $10 dollars a week, from taking my sister's friend to dance, and I know the moment I say I want to get a job so I can have spending money left over there will be a huge argument. My mom doesn't want me to get a job because it will take up too much time, and I won't get enough sleep, and it will effect my school work, or so she thinks. Hey, I'm not say that I disagree with that, but at the same time it seems like an elaborate scheme to keep me from having any money. I mean how contradictory is that? "I want you to pay for your stuff, but you can't get a job." it sounds like some reality show challenge to me. I think my parent's though process is that money of my own= power and freedom, and I don't think they're comfortable with me having either of those.

Live Music

Live music is just such a wonderful experience. I absolutely love it when I can feel the music all around me and I am completely immersed in it. Tonight I went and saw one of my friend's bands play at the Paris theater (hope all is well) and painting by numbers. Both were excellent and I would recommend you check them out. In the middle of the concert while other bands were playing we went to this place called Mantras, it was sooo cool. When you're done eating they wrap your food up in tin foil, but they make it into a wacky shape, like an alien, or an animal, or a flower. It was such a good night, and I'm still home in time to get a good nights sleep, what a great way to end an awesome Friday.

Friday, October 01, 2004

FRIDAY!

Yay we finally made it to Friday. I'd have to say I think either Friday or Saturday are my favorite days of the week. This has been such a good week too, so many things have happened that it just seems like its been 5 weeks crammed into one. It's so weird, it seems like we've been in school for so long, but really this was the end of our 3rd week. It is amazing how much can change in 3 weeks. Or if you think about it, how much can change in a day, an hour, or even a second. Your life could change forever in the next second, think about that.

Thursday, September 30, 2004

First time!

So this is my first blog, and I suppose I should explain why I chose what a wonderful world for the title of my blog. Well the reason is because at the moment I was creating this blog it just seemed to fit. I just love living life right now. There are so many good things going on, and so much more for me to experience and discover. The world really is an amazing place, so many different people with different perspectives, and beliefs. Billions of people, and not one of them is exactly like another.